Like I care!!!

Hey Whats Up Peeps... I dont know what i'm going to say but this weekend, i felt so drained... As if people will read this...well, thoungts in my mind right now... hmm.....

I wonder if i could make it. I dont know how, but i'm sure i can make things happen. Somehow, something tells me that i should continue doing it... i know that this idea is quite far-fetched, but still, i want to do this... am i deriving my judgement from false instinct? I wish i would but, its going to break me... really bad...

But what do i care? I can heal myself... and healing is an easy process for me... Just a bit of magic... and poof! I'm healed...

So for those people... those people who are right now playing in my head... i would like to ask you to continue playing (What the hell am i saying??)

I'll survive... i know i will... i'm a survivor... but the pain...

I just realized this... PAIN became absurd to me....

Absurd = PAIN...

I hope healing would not be as well...

I know you... youre my passion... I love you but... its your call... will you take it, or will you just deny it.

I'm open to it! really! Just say it... I know you will... some other time, when you feel secure... and when no one sees us... and when nobody's looking... and when nobody's asking... and when nobody will care anymore about us... then we will... I know we will... but its still far fetched...

I'll just continue... but i will not leave you... stay there until you figured it all out...

I LOVE YOU.... remember that!!!!

I Love You