By the Table I sat down and Wept...

I can see you. Your face, though not smooth, but still i can feel it. No matter what you do, no matter what you say, still, I believe that there is a certain purpose of becoming you. I do not know you really, but the reflections in your eyes are telling me that there is really nothing wrong with the thoughts that is entering in your mind. do not be afraid... I'll always be here for you... even though it may sound stupid or cliche, I'll be here for you.. no matter what happens...

But still.. its your call... I cannot do much for now because you're still stuck in your fears... The darkness in your life... the enemy in your hands... in your surroundings.. in your culture... All i can do now is offer a hand to you.... It's up to you to take it... it's up to you to grab on to it...

I'm not a savior... I'm not planning to graple on your thoughts, control and manipulate you... Eventhough you seem vulnerable to any of these emotions... I'll just stand at your back... teach you to fight for what is right and wispher in your ears...


There's someone loving you...

Believe it!

It's me...


Now the thoughts are coming in... the lights are become like ebbs...
There is this portal... the reality embraces me that makes me bitter to what i should do...

what should i do???

I'll Just wait for you!

Weeping.... Still....

Like I care!!!

Hey Whats Up Peeps... I dont know what i'm going to say but this weekend, i felt so drained... As if people will read this...well, thoungts in my mind right now... hmm.....

I wonder if i could make it. I dont know how, but i'm sure i can make things happen. Somehow, something tells me that i should continue doing it... i know that this idea is quite far-fetched, but still, i want to do this... am i deriving my judgement from false instinct? I wish i would but, its going to break me... really bad...

But what do i care? I can heal myself... and healing is an easy process for me... Just a bit of magic... and poof! I'm healed...

So for those people... those people who are right now playing in my head... i would like to ask you to continue playing (What the hell am i saying??)

I'll survive... i know i will... i'm a survivor... but the pain...

I just realized this... PAIN became absurd to me....

Absurd = PAIN...

I hope healing would not be as well...

I know you... youre my passion... I love you but... its your call... will you take it, or will you just deny it.

I'm open to it! really! Just say it... I know you will... some other time, when you feel secure... and when no one sees us... and when nobody's looking... and when nobody's asking... and when nobody will care anymore about us... then we will... I know we will... but its still far fetched...

I'll just continue... but i will not leave you... stay there until you figured it all out...

I LOVE YOU.... remember that!!!!

I Love You